This is my Black Heart

    My one chance

    My last start

    My last dance

    To make it right

    to make you see

    nothing in life

    is what it seems

    hold tight

    don’t let go

    and all that pain

    never let it show

    I am you

    and you, I

    Angel wings

    that cannot fly

    we’ll face the world

    and watch it burn

    Mortals, that, shall never learn

    feel the rhythm

    hear the drum

    beat for a lover

    that shall never come.

    Fallen Angel

    hear my song

    soul of poison

    won’t be long

    Death knocks at the immortal door

    spirit guide to Nevermore

    this place we reside

    within the dark

    searing Fire

    as is our Mark

    here we lie

    as lovers do

    beneath the sky

    of midnight’s blue

    wait out the days

    we shall never see

    Belong to the Night

    now do We.

    At World’s End

    We again shall rise

    to unleash sweet Khaos

    Upon the skies

    Rulers of the Damned 

    We shall Ever Be.

    Bringers of End

    That are We. 

I will make you wings

We could fly away

Leave all this mess to yesterday

We could forget our pasts

The things we’ve done

Leave our worries behind us, in the setting sun

I miss the way, things used to be

When you’d hold me in your arms, so gently

I sold my soul, so long ago

The horrors I’ve done, you’ll never know.

Forget the girl you thought you knew

For she never existed, except for you

She tried so hard to change her ways

But in the end, those were numbered days

For me, there is no redemption, or so they say

No conscience, no morals, I’d do anything to make you stay.

So leave me in pieces, they’ll be in pieces soon too.

I’m not sorry for anything; I’ll keep doing what I do.

There is no hope for the hopeless; I’ll reap what I sow

And in the end I can’t deny, I knew that you’d go

So leave if you must, there’s just one more thing I must do,

And that is to say…

The only thing I regret, is the day I lost you.

1/24/11

I can smell you on my skin

your scent lingers long after

the chill of your touch fades

oh what to do with my impromptu baby

my sweet fire.

Heaven could never take me as high as you do.

Nor hold me as steady

I wonder if you realize, just how crazy I am.

It’s 1 in the morning

what will you do

when you can’ t sleep

and the lyrics fall flat upon your lips

Do you wish upon the stars,

shooting through the heavens

like sparklers, shooting through your veins

do you remember, do you dare to forget

I am your anything

i will not wait, will not want.

All I have to give is everything

Is that enough?

11/1/10